The impressionable mind of Sydnee Jane-Louayne

Monday, February 12, 2007

Marquis De Sade Quotes.

Q U O T E S
"We are much more keenly affected by pain than by pleasure."

"Cruelty is simply the energy in a man civilization has not yet altogether corrupted."

"Destruction, like creation, is one of Nature's mandates."

"We owe nothing to our parents. . . not the least thing. . . . because the rights of birth establish nothing, are basis to nothing, and, once they have been wisely scrutinized and with deliberation, we will surely find nothing there but reasons to hate those who, exclusively thoughtful of their own pleasure, have often given us nothing but an unhappy and unhealthy existence."

"Love is a form of insanity."

"Goodness is never but a weakness of which the ingratitude and impertinence of the feeble always force honest folk to repent."

"All men are born isolated, envious, cruel, and despotic ; wishing to have everything and surrender nothing. . . ."

"Let us accustom ourselves to evil and it will not be long before we find it charming."

"No brake should be applied to passion ; when the appetites speak, they must be heard."

"The thing that interests me least in the world is what happens to others."

"Better to be vicious along with everyone else than to be a good man alone."

"Nature has given us . . . weak individuals to be our slaves; they are her gift to us."

"No good deed ever goes unpunished. Judge for yourself how incredibly ridiculous, and dangerous, it must always be to do good unto your fellow man."

"I abhor mankind. . . . I strongly doubt . . . whether at any moment in the day I for my part am not animated by the most vehement impulse, or caressing some black scheme, to cause harm to humankind ; there is no more execrable species. Be he powerful, then man is dangerous . . . Is he puny, weak, woebegone? then how base he is, how vile, how disgusting within and without! Oh, many a time have I blushed at having been born in the midst of such creatures. My one comfort is that Nature loathes them no less than I, for she destroys them daily ; I wish only that I had as many means as she at my command for contriving their undoing ; had I, I'd wipe the lot off the face of the earth."

"There is no more selfish passion than lust; none that is severer in its demands ; smitten stiff by desire , 'tis with yourself that you must be solely concerned, and as for the object that serves you, it must always be considered as some sort of victim, destined to that passion's fury."

"Lust's passion will be served ; it demands, it militates, it tyrranizes, it must therefore be appeased, and to its satisfaction all other conditions are totally irrelevant."

"Is it my fault if Nature gave me tastes that differ from the ordinary?"

"As regards active flagellation, in all the world can there be a greater delight for hardhearted tough-minded individuals like us? Is there another that so clearly bears the stamp of ferocity that, briefly, more fully satisfies our Nature-given penchant for cruelty?"

"I affirm that the fundamental, profoundest, and keenest penchant in man is incontestably to enchain his fellow creatures and to tyrranize them with all his might.... A bent for destruction cruelty, and oppression is the first which Nature graves in our hearts."

"There are hearts which harden rather than melt before the efforts of those who strive to appeal to them."

"Ah! be certain of it, my brothers, it was not to see us grovel in the grips of a sentiment so base that Nature put muscle and intelligence on our side : it was to rule that weaker and deceitful sex , to force it into our desires' service ; and we totally forget her intentions when we accord some independence, let alone some ascendancy to beings whom she made to be absolutely in our power."

"... remember Machiavelli, according to whom it were better to be impetuous than circumspect, because Nature is a woman to be mastered only by him who goes to her whip in hand."

Sunday, February 11, 2007

OMGZ fanfictions ya'll.

My head thought the girl in the red dress, rubbing her eyes and looking about the dark chamber that she was unfamiliar with. “Where am I?” were the words coming out of her pouting lips as her face was lit up with incredulity. Was I kidnapped?

Her face scrunched up as she heard ominous footsteps lacing the silence. “I’m going to die.” She whispered affrighted. She closed her eyes and upon opening them they fell on a man standing at the entrance of the room.

So it’s a room. She thought as she can now see that the room was fully light, probably by the man’s doing.

“Who are you?” said the man, his accent slightly English.

“Huh? Oh, um…Pei Wei.” Said the young girl. The man cocked his head, looking rather adorable while looking quite daunting.

“Pei Wei.” He repeated her name. “Why are you in my personal home?”

“I don’t even know who you are!” Pei Wei said frantically. “Let alone do I know how I got here.”

“Hmm.” The man said. “Is this a prank?”

“That’s it. You’re completely right.” Pei Wei said, Her words dripping sarcasm. The man laughed and Pei Wei got annoyed. “Who are you!?” She basically demanded.

The man didn’t seem taken back by this but rather enjoyed it. “Gabriel Donovan.” He stated.

Pei Wei looked incredulous at the moment but in a sudden shocking twist, she busted out laughing as if the whole ordeal were false.

“And what is so funny?” He asked raising an eye brow.

“GD!” Was all Pei Wei could say holding her stomach. Gabriel, not liking the vagueness of the situation, decided to look into it himself and found out what was so ‘humourous’ to the little girl.

In a sudden flash, Gabriel’s eyes narrowed. “She said what?”

Pei Wei was still laughing.

“You do realize what I could do to you, correct?” Gabriel said, the smirk never leaving his face.

What a bastard! Pei Wei thought, but sobered.

“I should take you to your home. God knows how you got here.” He said, completely out of character but the author of this parody fan fiction doesn’t feel like changing the plot in her mind.

“NO NO!” Pei Wei said with a grin. “We need to visit Catheryn!”

“No.” Is all Gabriel said.

“Come on, Gabriella! It’d be fun!”

“What did you call me?”

“Gabriel.”

“That’s what I thought.”

“Okay, Gabriella.” Pei Wei couldn’t wipe the silly grin off her face.

“So where is your home?”

“Uhhh, Mississippi!” Pei Wei answered.

“I’m sure it is.” Gabriel countered.

Gabriel, not wanting to deal with the midget Asian anymore, took her to Mississippi, anyway, miraculously in the bathroom of Catheryn.

“Uh, Catheryn?” Pei Wei asked.

The girl in the tub screamed bloody murder. She stood up like a giant and reached for a towel. “Who are you and how do you know my name!?”

Gabriel laughed and said “I thought you two knew each other.”

“We do.” Answered Pei Wei. “On the internet.”

“Ah.” Gabriel said in understanding.

“Who are you?” Catheryn demanded.

“Pei Wei, or Stars.”

“Oh.” Catheryn said dumbfounding. “Who is he?”

“Gabriel Donovan.” Gabriel stated.

Catheryn, just like Pei Wei, busted out laughing. Gabriel rolled his eyes at her and said “Get dressed.”

Catheryn went to her bedroom laughing. She came back changed in a grey shirt and jeans ready to face the Devil, Gabriel Donovan…

To be continued (question mark).
So, lately I am focusing a lot more on my art. I'm working on a painting right now, started yesterday so eh, don't expect anything so far, kid.

I have been listening to a lot of Kate bush too. I also have four books to read.
1.Wuthering Heights
2.Possessing the secret of Joy
3.Selected poems of William Blake
4.Selected Poems from Mya angelou(sp).

So yeah, I have that. I need to get some more art books to look at for inspiration (ripping off, basically). But like picasso says "good artists copy, great artists steal." eh, I guess I agree, Picasso.

Thursday, February 1, 2007

So, lately, I have been really lonely. I guess the only people that know are Catheryn and Akiko. I mean, I have all the friends I could ever ask for, except I’m missing someone in my life. I just want love, ya know? I don’t want to be misunderstood or disappointed anymore. I want a guy who knows what I want, and has what I want. Intelligence, confidence, not a push over….I guess I just want the perfect one for me. I want a guy who knows when I want to be taken out, and when I want to stay home or at his place in my PJs, eating ice cream or oatmeal and watching history channel. Oh and he has to be tall and toned.….no fat guys….I like muscle...maybe I’m a bit too picky…. Hmm.

Oh, and I want rough sex, too.
-sigh- is this too hard to ask for?

Monday, January 29, 2007

Quiz!

Okay, so you’re going to fill this out with what you know about me, okay go!
(remember kids, this is about me.)
Name:
Age:
My favorite color:
Favorite song:
Favorite person:
Nicknames:
Love of my life:
Passion:
Sexual orientation:
My fetishes:
My home town:
Favorite books:
Favorite video artist:
Pickle surprise quote?:
Am I selfish?:
Do you love me?:
Describe me:
Name an inside joke between us:
Final question;
Who am I to you?

Sunday, January 28, 2007

Girlfriend/boyfriend application yo

Name:
Age:
Birthday:
Location:
Hair Color:
Eye Color:
Height:
Weight:
Ocupation:
Sign:
Do you have any: (and if so, where and/or what)
Tattoos:
Piercings:
Fetishes:
Future Tattoos and/or Piercings you would like to get?
Do you: (and if so, what)
Play any instruments or sing:
Take part in any phyical activities:
Have a criminal record:
Have any pets:
Smoke:
Drink:
List your favorite:
Bands:
Foods/Beverages:
Colors:
Sounds:
Smells:
Movies:
places:
What do you want your girlfriend to be like(Qualities):
Special Talents?? if any list them:
Describe a PERFECT FIRST DATE ('first' is optional):
Why Are you Applying?:
One special thing about you:
Would you break my heart?
Would you kiss one of my friends to hurt me?
Would you come over if I really needed you no matter how far the drive? Would you sneak out with me at 3am and go eat at some 24-hour place? What would you do to get my attention?
Why would you be a good girlfriend//boyfriend?
Would you tell me the truth ALWAYS?
4 words that describe you:
Why would you date me?

Sunday, January 14, 2007

So, today, I had two red bulls. I went to the gym, went to the book store, need to get my outline done and give it to Leslie via email. Gah, At least my project is done. I need to start with more art pages.

My art project for school: We have been making collage books. It's interesting, though I doubt many understand the concept. I tried to tell Ruben what a collage really is, but he seemed too busy drawing one portrait. He said he isn't "artsy enough for collage business". Wtf does that mean? Is there some secret gene in people to make collages? Is it like only certain people and all 5 year olds?

My Art Project for History: Ah, The Renaissance. Art from there isn't all my thing, though I do have a love for that periods Sculptures. I chose a piece by Donatello and a piece by Jan Van Eyck. Interesting, really.

Philosophy Club, eh? I have to make an outline of Marxism to talk about it to the club. Being co-founder is really mundane, but Leslie is all full of support and she's easy to look at so it's all good.

Social status? I have been trying to save this Chic who is new to school. The White Trash group of druggies and goth kids decided they should take her in, so me and my group have been making her sit with us and stuff. She has common interests with us, so it really isn't anything hard to befriend her. Though, like always, I think she needs to get used to my humour.

Oh and for blog spot, anyone know any cool layouts? I want one like stars but with a different theme.

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